Relentless
Owen Pierce didn’t let the fish get to him any more. Certainly they had been a
distraction in the early decades, always nibbling and tugging at his flesh as
if he were some hunk of meat on the end of a fisherman’s line. These days,
though, they mostly left him alone; probably his blood had all seeped away
years ago, so the local sea life simply didn’t notice his scent anymore. When
something did occasionally venture to take a bite, it seldom came back for a
second helping. Of course, he could hardly remember what fish looked like. So
long had he been in the dark, so vague were his memories of the many years of
his lonely sojourn, that he knew fish now only by the tiny, barely perceived
quivers that rippled through what was left of his body whenever something gave
a spirited yank at a dangling strand of torn muscle.
Not that he had forgotten everything. He recalled the long fall, the single step
off a precipice unseen in the blackness. A weightless plummet into the ocean’s
deepest depths. Had it lasted minutes? Days? Centuries? Down here time was
unknowable and irrelevant. He remembered the weight of the water pushing down
on him, weight that should have crushed him; but whatever power animated him
now had also been proof against the pressure, and indeed against the impact
when he had suddenly landed at the bottom of the world. At that moment, the
part of him that had once felt would have been terrified.
However long the fall had taken, the climb back up the other side had been
interminably longer. How many lifetimes of mortal men had he spent clawing his
way up the rocky wall of the deep chasm, scrabbling – if his slow, ponderous
movements could in fact be called scrabbling – for handholds, often falling
back down again into the same deep pit? How much time had he spent walking the
sea floor trying to find a scaleable slope in the pitch black depths? How many
new fissures in the sea floor had claimed him again, drawing him down into
their deep recesses? The part of him that had once felt would have been
frustrated, then dismayed, and, finally, utterly defeated.
The part of him that was left felt nothing save the single-minded need to seek
out the far-off sources of the burning inside him and to destroy them. Those
sources had grown from few to many over time, but more recently during Owen’s
climb, their numbers had dwindled again, and now there were hardly any left.
No matter, though – one or a million, he must eliminate them all. That fact he
remembered as well as he remembered the day he’d uttered the words which had
brought this terrible fate upon him.
* * *
"You shoulda seen ‘is face!" Owen laughed. He took another swig from the bottle
of ale Andreas Morgan had passed to him, and then handed it off to one of the
rough-looking men who crewed the merchant vessel his partner had acquired under
questionable circumstances. "’E wouldn’t tell me ‘ow to get into that vault, so
I ‘ad to cut ‘im up a bit. Not so much it killed ‘im, right, but I made it ‘urt
a lot, I did. ‘E passed out right after he tol’ me where the key was! ‘E woke
up while I was still emptyin’ his cash into my wagon, but all ‘e could do was
squirm in the ropes an’ try to shout through the gag I’d stuffed in ‘is gob!
We’ve done it, Andreas! With my little wi’drawal an’ your ship an’ crew, we’re
rich men on our way free and clear to the New World!"
"One problem with that," Andreas said, and that deep voice of his carried an
ominous tone that startled Owen out of his revelry. "You were seen, and you’re
not unknown to the local constable, so he’ll recognize your description."
"What’s it matter? We’re leavin’ the bleedin’ country!"
"Do you think, with the number of ships carrying goods to and from the colonies,
that no one will consider you may have got aboard one? That a sketch of you
will never reach the authorities overseas? And do you believe that, once you
are found, your connections to me will not become known?"
"But… Andreas, we’re partners! I wouldn’t sell ye out, I swear it! I’m-"
"No, I think it best that you don’t accompany us on this journey. Besides," he
continued, signaling with a quick hand gesture to the sailors who were
gathering around, "it occurs to me that folks might remark on the arrival of a
low-born man with no discernable skill or talent, yet who carries a fair amount
of wealth on his person. Better, I think, to divide your share of the money
among my crew."
"But – you can’t -!"
"Get rid of him."
Owen suddenly found himself being hoisted aloft by a mob of sailors. He
struggled to free himself, but these were men who could row for hours or scale
the riggings effortlessly; he would have been hard pressed to wrestle himself
from the grasp of even one of them, let alone a half dozen. Even if he could
break away from them, to where would he run?
Time slowed as he felt himself being carried away toward the stern of the ship.
He yelled, he screamed, he begged, he pleaded – he wasn’t even sure, later,
what his exact words had been. But his cries were ignored. Then came a brief,
weightless moment, and suddenly the cold Atlantic water stunned him as he
plunged beneath the waves.
Yet the shock of his landing startled him out of his panic, so that he had the
presence of mind to determine which way was up and to swim in that direction.
He emerged coughing and spluttering, frantically searching for the ship which
was speeding away from him. Already he could feel the chill seeping into his
limbs, and knew on some level that this would be his end. But his anger burned,
and in his rage he shouted into the mist at his former partner:
"I curse ye, Andreas Morgan! I swear, I will hunt ye down, beyond death – ye, or
yer children, or yer children’s children – all yer offspring to the end of
time! Yer line will end, and the death of yer last descendant will be at my
hands!"
* * *
Harris Morgan sat staring blankly ahead, mesmerized by the rhythmic
clippety-cloppety sound of horses’ hooves striking the cobblestone road as the
animals drew the black wagon he rode on. It was a blissful distraction, this
moment of emptiness, after the stress of the past months – the long illness,
the arguments with the doctors, the unpaid bills piling up. At least now, after
today, he could look forward to trying to get his own life back to something
resembling normalcy.
The driver reined in at last and brought the team to a halt. Harry climbed down
to join the already waiting mourners while six men in black suits lifted the
coffin from the wagon and carried it toward the cloth-lined opening in the
ground where it would soon be placed.
"Friends and loved ones," began the preacher when all the attendees were
assembled, "we are gathered here to pay our final respects to Margaret Morgan.
Maggie was a long time member of my congregation, and I knew her to be…"
Harry numbly tuned out the liturgy; he wasn’t interested in someone else’s
memories of his mother. As a child he had never truly understood the sacrifices
she’d made for him, as a single mother trying to raise a son in a world that
was unsuited for such an arrangement. He probably still didn’t understand, he
knew; maybe he never would. What he did understand in a disconnected way was
that his last link to his youth and his ancestry was gone.
The service reached its end and he somehow found it in himself to say the
requisite words of thanks to the old acquaintances and the distant
relatives-by-marriage who seemed to be all that were left of his family these
days. The wagon driver gave him a ride back to the parking lot, an
anticlimactic ending to an event which, it seemed to him, should have been more
meaningful or spiritual, but instead just left him feeling drained and empty.
He thanked the driver and reached into his pocket for his keys as he walked
toward his car. He couldn’t see it from his current vantage point, but he
remembered it was parked next to one of those giant sport-utes that was easy to
spot from across the lot. He made his way toward the green behemoth and as he
stepped around it, he was surprised to see someone leaning against his own car.
"Kelly! Hi! Uh, what are you doing here?"
"I felt like I’d be intruding if I went to the funeral – after all, we’ve only
dated a couple of times."
"No, it’s okay, you could have come." He realized even as he said the words that
he was being insincere. As much as he liked Kelly, he hadn’t been in the mood
for companionship; in fact, more than anything he’d wanted to be left alone
with his thoughts during the burial.
"But I thought maybe you might want some company, or at least somebody to drive
you home. I hope I was right, because I left my car at the office and had a
friend drop me off… so if you won’t let me give you a lift, I’m going to have
to hitch a ride with a stranger."
He managed a smile. "Thanks. I’m glad to see you."
In that, at least, he was being honest.
"You okay?"
He thought a moment, trying to remember what it was to be "okay".
"No, not really. Not yet. But I will be."
* * *
Owen, now climbing yet again, felt another shift in his perceptions, one he’d
felt many times before. The burning changed, refocused, narrowing for the first
time since the beginning to a single point in space from which a fiery tendril
seemed to reach out and pull at him unceasingly. Another of his prey had died,
and now only one remained! One death and his revenge would be accomplished; one
victim, and then the last Morgan would be dead and Owen’s own hellish reality
would finally come to a blissful end!
With what mental faculties were left to him he pondered, not for the first time,
the nature of his continued existence. Was he dead? Hard to say. Alive? No,
this state of being could not be called life. He couldn’t recall a
specific moment of death, though, a time when he had stopped breathing or his
heart had ceased its beating. He remembered the cold, the slow freezing.
He remembered sinking slowly beneath the waves, into the depths, then the
long, eternal trudge from the gray into the black.
He remembered gray! Gray, brilliant, beautiful gray, not the inky blackness of
the deep ocean, but a murkiness suffused with a hint of light from the distant
sun far above. With his memory of gray came a sudden realization. Lately –
during whatever living men would call the stretch of time between the beginning
of his most recent ascent and now - the world around him had changed. It was
subtle and gradual, and not so pronounced that he could see the sea floor
around him… but there was gray! At long last, he was near enough to the surface
for light to filter down to him!
For a moment, Owen almost remembered what joy had felt like. Soon now, very soon
– relatively speaking – he would walk on land once again. Then he would kill,
and then he would die.
* * *
"Harry, are you sure you’re okay? You seem a little edgy."
"Can’t hide anything from you. Yeah, I guess I am a bit out of sorts today."
The young couple sat together atop a long stone slab that jutted further out
into the river than the surrounding, smaller rocks along its bank. heavy storm
a few days past had raised the water level and the normally docile waterway was
flowing faster than it had in years, but their perch was tall and solid enough
to protect them from the current, and the view as the frothy water wove its way
down into the tree-lined valley was spectacular.
"What’s bothering you?"
"Nothing’s bothering me, really, it’s just – I’ve been thinking."
"Uh-oh. Dangerous pastime." They both smiled.
"It’s taken almost two years to get all my mother’s affairs settled, what with
the wrangling over her insurance, the lawyers…" he shrugged. "Now that it’s
finally all over with, I feel like I’ve fallen behind in my own life, and now
it’s time start living it again. A new beginning. I’m not sad or depressed, I’m
actually hopeful… and a little bit nervous."
"About the future?"
"Yeah. Specifically the very near future. For instance, I’m nervous about what
you’ll say when I show you this."
From the pocket of his light jacket, he produced a tiny velvet-lined box. He
tried to suavely pop it open with his thumb as he brought it up in front of
her, but he fumbled and nearly dropped it. He caught the box with his free hand
before it could tumble into the water, and this time grasped the box in one
hand and opened it with the other to reveal its contents.
She gasped and reached out a finger toward the diamond ring inside, as if she
needed to touch it to believe what was happening.
"Well… will you?"
In response, she looked up at him and kissed him so hard he almost fell off the
rock.
* * *
The climb went on, but the slope was less steep; and now Owen could sense the
passing of days from the changing of the light above. He could see around him
once again – vague silhouettes and indefinite shapes, to be sure, but it was
vision nonetheless. His long walk would end soon.
* * *
"Who was that on the phone?" Kelly asked, looking up from the pile of wedding
thank-you notes she was in the process of signing and stamping. They should
have gone out weeks ago, but the newlyweds had been rather busy and had
repeatedly put off dealing with such social obligations.
"Remember that last-minute interview I had just before the wedding, the one with
the investment firm we figured was a long shot?"
"Yes?"
"They just called and offered me the job. Six-figure salary with all the perks,
chance for advancement… the works."
She jumped up, knocking a tray full of envelopes onto the floor, and embraced
him.
"Congratulations! Did you accept it?"
"Not yet. I told them we’d have to talk it over first."
"We already talked about it before the interview!"
"We talked about it, but we didn’t really talk about it. We never thought it
would happen, and we were kind of distracted by the wedding preparations at the
time. It’s a big decision – if I take this job, it will mean a lot of changes
in our lives."
* * *
If Owen could still breathe, he would have gasped at the touch of air as the top
of his head poked through the water’s surface for the first time since that
terrible day so long ago. Soon his eyes rose above the waves, and he knew once
more, in spite of the ravages of wear and time on his tattered body, the feel
of sun and wind upon his face.
This was either the time called morning or the time called evening, he knew, but
what exactly was the distinction between the two he neither recalled nor cared.
Ahead of him, on the sandy shore, he saw not fish nor blooms of algae, but
people; genuine, living people. He felt emotion then, again: he hated them. He
wanted to destroy them all, but they fled before him as he lumbered onto the
beach.
No matter. There were only two deaths Owen truly needed. The Morgan’s… and his
own.
His prey, he could sense, was moving toward him. Almost as if his target was
embracing its destiny, rushing to meet its fate. After all the days, the years,
of Owen’s trek through the abyss, this would be the day when it all would end.
* * *
Harry gazed out the window, eyes idly following the path of a passing fuel
truck. Kelly, sitting beside him, took his hand in hers.
"Nervous about starting the new job next week?"
"No – well, yes, but that’s not the main reason I’m distracted."
‘Uh-oh… the last time we had this kind of conversation, I ended up with a
husband."
"What I’m thinking now is kind of along the same lines."
"Well, I’m open to the concept, but I’ll have to warn you that polygamy’s
illegal in most of the world."
Harry laughed. "No, what I’m thinking is - I mean, after we get settled into the
new house and I’m comfortable with the job, of course – maybe we could
officially start trying to start a family."
"Lots of kids, like we talked about?"
"Oh, dozens at least," he chuckled.
"How about we go for two or three and see how it progresses from there?"
"Oh, no," he grinned at her, "as far as I know I’m the last of my line, so we
need to breed a lot of new Morgans to keep the world’s gene pool healthy!"
She gave him a playful whack on the chest, then leaned across the seat to lay
her head on his shoulder. They sat in silence for a few moments, absorbing the
implications of their decision. Their revelry was interrupted, though, by an
announcement over the intercom.
"Ladies and gentlemen, this is your pilot speaking. Welcome to British Airways
flight 172 to London; we hope you’ll enjoy your flight and your visit to
England."
"Well, we’re off," Harry said. "You know, when I thought about the future I
never pictured myself living overseas, but the idea has kind of grown on me."
* * *
As Owen shambled his way across a wide, open field, he could feel the Morgan
very close now, and moving toward him once again. Slowly his prey approached at
first, but it gathered speed until it seemed the Morgan was moving faster than
the wind itself, the last of that line rushing straight to its own destruction
at the hands of its ancestor’s bitter enemy.
Ahead, a giant thing of metal grew larger in his vision. The burning within him
grew intense, so that he felt it would consume him. The Morgan was inside the
thing, the massive steel carriage that now threatened to collide with Owen.
So his prey was fighting back - a last, desperate struggle for survival. It
would do him no good. Owen had survived the world’s deepest, darkest depths; no
steel-clad, oversized wagon would stay him. He would latch on to the thing as
it passed, climb atop it, rip open its doors. He would plunge inside and wrap
his bony fingers around the Morgan’s neck, and he would squeeze and twist until
freedom was his.
But the metal thing, he discovered, was not a carriage; it was a great steel
bird! Owen stopped in his tracks when it began its rise; he reached up in vain
when it passed over his head. The wind of its passing knocked him backward,
flipping him end over end until he at last came to rest face down on a dark,
solid surface.
He climbed to his feet again and looked to the sky, where the Morgan and the
monstrous creature he rode within were vanishing quickly into the eastern sky.
The burning grew less as his prey moved farther and farther away, but still it
pulled him, drawing him in the direction of his intended victim.
As he stood watching, motionless, somewhere within him a centuries-old bubble of
air finally popped and released. It passed through his throat and emerged as a
hiss, or a long, soulful sigh.
He turned back toward the water and started walking again.